Happy Halloween!
The realization of my diagnosis is starting to settle in and I’m finding myself feeling deflated and anxious. This disease has affected more than just my health. My mom has taken over a large amount of my mommy duties. My girls go to my mom before they come to me if they need something. Any relationships that were “in the making” before my illness plummeted are obviously “no longer”. My friendships seem to be on hold these days. I’m no longer on the call list when a friend wants to go out and be social. Everyone assumes I’m sick in bed… And to be honest, they’re usually right. This disease is isolating and helpless. There’s no pattern to the symptoms, no warning signs before you turn into a puny, miserable person incapable of doing anything but lie there and breathe… It’s the disease’s world and you’re living in it. You have no idea what the next hour will bring. You live in the now and take full advantage of the good days because you never know how long it’ll be until you ge...
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